Yes.
One. Her name is Sofi. We are friends with benefits without the sex (we havent had sex yet, which means we probably wont. An unspoken rule of the clubbing and dating scene is that if you havent slept with a girl within the first 3 to 7 days of meeting her, chances are you arent going to, not with out any huge constricting strings attached, anyway). Weve known each other for 2 months.
We do kiss and make out and grope each other and stuff.
1) 26 years old.
2) Estás maldito justo que soy! (in other words f1ck yeah I am straight)
3) One.
3B) I must add, that I dont do the friend thing with women. Im either f1cking them, trying to, or a combination thereof. But I dont do the friend thing with women anywhere but here online.
4) [You listed it as number 3 but I think you meant number 4]. Yes I have had a girlfriend. But I will be upfront with you, I havent had a girlfriend in a very long time. 5 years in may of next year. Our relationship was rocky. Traumatizing if you will. We faught all day and everyday for 5 months. And when we werent fighting we were f1cking each others brains out.
The sex was truly out of this world, but because I just couldnt handle the drama anymoreI ended the relationship.
These rocky yet fiery passionate relationships arent all that TV cracked them up to be. The drama really does take a toll on you.
Since her I havent been able to find another girlfriend. I dont know why. Either something in my brain is subconciously keeping me from finding another girlfriend, or the women in my city are just full of zhit and impossible. Really, I think its a combination of both.
I think this is a big reason as to why I am here in GS. I have nothing against women. But I do have a lot of complaints about them. Real complaints. Not some piddly non-issue bullshitoando that you see most of the GS men (children) complaining about here.
5) We are not close. I dont even talk to her outside of work. I prefer it that way. We do go out on a date once every week or 2, but really there aint a whole lot to talk about. To her, I am nothing more than a trophy that she brags about kissing, groping, or going on a date with. To me, she is just someone I kiss with, go on the occasional date with, and ultimately validate myself with.
Women are hard to come by in my city unless you are going to the University, in the military, or have a really good job, its like you dont exist, not to the high value/caliber women anyway. For that reason I truly do hate my city.
6) Yeah, Gender Studies. I dont talk a whole lot about why I am here or what I am a part of.
In conclusion:
"This would also mean that you have a platonic friendship and have no intention or desire to turn the friendship into a romantic relationship (and this is regardless of whether or not you find her physically attractive). You are just friends, and you enjoy her company for the friendship, and not as a covert means of eventually tricking her into becoming your girlfriend by feigning interest in her as a person. You are ACTUALLY interested in her as a person."
Yeah, that would mean I have no female friends. I just cant do the female friend thing. I love sex [despite how sexless my life has been the past 5 years], I would love to have sex with female friends but how to do that is beyond me, and I love seduction. And its pretty difficult for me to know a woman, especially an attractive one, without trying to at least try to get her to fall for me. The only women I reserve for platonic relationships are my mum, my sister if I ever meet her, and maybe my 4 cousins, maybe [they are older than me and only related to me through my grandma, so no I would have no compunction of sleeping with them if they were to throw themselves at me, in that way].
EDIT:
You know, something important that I ought to add is that just because I have a tendency to want to be intimate with my female friends (when and if I ever have any [again]) doesnt mean that I am not interested in them as a person. I had female friends in the past and we used to hang out and talk about life and relationships and school and all of that stuff.
The thing is, I am a person who values, cherishes, maybe even obsesses over physical intimacy. So, with the exception of every woman in my family except for my older girl cousins, I like intimacy with the women in my life.
Yesterday before submitting this I said that I was aware that this post speaks volumes about my character, I also said I didnt care if it did. Well, I do care. I care because I need the world to know that at the end of the day I, and men like me do not set out to intentionally have screwed up views on procreation, friendship, and relationships.
I and people like me are this way either because of mental illness, because of trauma, because of a bad childhood, or maybe perhaps a combination thereof.